Of all the books I have written, Tarot for Self-Transformation Your Journey to Happiness Mapped Out is probably the one closest to my heart.

It is the book I had wanted to write for many years because it brings together the ideas that have shaped both my life and my work. Long before I developed the BEMA™ Methodology or spent decades mentoring people through periods of change, I was fascinated by one question:

Why do some people transform their lives while others remain trapped in the same patterns?

Over the years, I watched people gain insight, attend workshops, read books, and understand exactly what needed to change. Yet understanding alone did not always lead to transformation.

I became increasingly interested in the gap between awareness and action. What helps someone move from knowing to doing? What allows a person to take ownership of their life and create meaningful change?

Discovering a Different Way to Read Tarot

When most people think about Tarot, they think about fortune telling or predicting the future. That was never what interested me. What fascinated me was the symbolism.

As I studied the cards, I realised they described something far more universal. Beneath the imagery was a map of human development. The seventy-eight cards reflected the challenges, opportunities, lessons, and turning points we all encounter throughout life.

The cards became a language for understanding ourselves. They offered a way to explore beliefs, emotions, motivations, choices, and patterns that often operate beneath conscious awareness.

The Fool’s Journey and the Human Journey

At the heart of the Tarot lies the Fool’s Journey. This symbolic journey begins with possibility and unfolds through experience, challenge, learning, growth, and self-discovery.

The more I worked with the Tarot, the more I saw how closely it mirrored real life. We all begin somewhere, and make mistakes. We face uncertainty, and we learn difficult lessons; but we gain wisdom. We lose our way and find it again.

The Fool’s Journey is not simply the story of a Tarot card. It is the story of becoming who we are.

More Than a Tarot Book

When I wrote Tarot for Self-Transformation, I wanted to create something different. I wanted readers to use the cards as a tool for reflection rather than prediction.

The book combines symbolism, self-awareness, practical exercises, psychology, and personal exploration. Through the colours, numbers, archetypes, and imagery of the Tarot, readers are invited to examine their own lives and uncover the patterns shaping their experiences.

For me, the value of the Tarot has never been about telling people what will happen next. Its value lies in helping people understand where they are now and what choices are available to them.

A Book That Reflected My Own Philosophy

Looking back, I can see that many of the principles that later became part of the BEMA™ Methodology were already present in this book.

The importance of self-awareness. The relationship between thoughts, emotions, beliefs, and actions. The understanding that transformation is not something that happens to us. It is something we participate in.

Perhaps that is why this book remains so important to me. It became a number one bestseller on Amazon.ae, but what matters most is that it allowed me to share a philosophy I have spent more than three decades exploring.

At its core, Tarot for Self-Transformation Your Journey to Happiness Mapped Out is about recognising that you are not a passive observer of your life. You are both the author and the protagonist. The more consciously you understand your story, the more powerfully you can shape what comes next.
I’ve designed a video e-course on understanding the tarot as a tool of self-transformation, in both English and Arabic.

If you’re interested please check it here.